Angels, youth and prophet myself

 51. Today 5 is an angel of the gods, 1 is a youth of 20 years in humanity.  The relativity of our day is 6 i.e. the prophet myself.  It is on this day that I take the lead in the contest between the angelic dominance and the ironic youthful truth in him.  This is when the focus is on religion.  The “benefit” is that it takes into account the long future and the past of the inversions and contradictions of life.  Speaking for myself, I tried to enjoy myself as much as I could without going to work.  Now this person is harassing me as a blogger and not allowing me to take the time to write.  Or when I was involved in the formation of my life, others other than myself in my time forced me not to do the same things with myself, wanting me to do the things I did not do in my life at that time.  But in fact, on the contrary, others tried to force me to do it.  They thought it was right to remind me of my work, which I had neglected at all, along with or in parallel with Reverant's creative work, so that they could interfere with my life as if it were my own.  Then, by the paradox of that, they introduced their desires and forced the opposite of the case into my life.  It seems to be happening right now, in the debate of feelings and thoughts in my life, but all the relevant Reverants in the "Being" and "Gotting" of worldly life have left it at the end of life at the moment of destiny.