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 53. It is raining again today.  3 times without stopping.  If rain is a god, then the number 3 also means 5, or an angel, which is the inverse of both 3's because it is also a god.  However, I wrote today's 53rd in my blog post last night.  53 and its relativity, the fact that 8 is my State (angel), world (Allah) and district (ghost, spirit) and our country (angels), it is already known that rain is also the largest-scale phenomenon in my existence.  I’m also wondering what to do with “Gotting” and “Ungotting” or “Absence”.  As an example, I can say “ungotting” to some labor process.  In Uzbek, the Sanskrit word for mehnat, the English word for labor, is meh or nail, line, no, nat or not, and the absence of both means "not even", and the absence is no more at all.  In the disappearance of time that is not in the "gotting" and "ungotting" or "non-gothing" section, we enter into our understanding of the Benefit through the proper practical performance of labor, continuing to live temporarily.  When we finish our work, we go back to "Gotting", "being" or wasting time, and we use it, noticing that our senses are working too well, that we are "Beneficial" through our perception of the work we have forgotten.  I slept well today.  Before that, or as soon as goodness began, I worked in our fields with the right precision.  But I actually found out that I did this job after I got up.  The work that takes place during the pause or in the cross section of the time line can be adapted to any moment of the "existence", the total duration of the time.  But anyway, as soon as this work is done, it is forgotten or forgotten, and the "being" and the "gotting" themselves continue as if they had happened or been written before in the future. P.S. By the end of the day, the 5th rain, the angel himself, was poured out by nature.