In a rapidly changing whole event-nature — in being or in spirit — I am a victim of angels

 50. Today is 40 to 10 days of the soul and 4 days after the last of the numbers 40 to 46, which are the only possessive pressures. In both cases there is a need to strengthen the 40 branches of the soul. So look, today I was forced to work in the morning with a little strain on my diet or my tone, my metabolism. I am an Armenian, and my husband has not been allowed to be uncomfortable by God in this situation. But, of course, God must have hated me. Now it has become clear that, depending on the circumstances, the spirit and the gods, each of my associates, have their own pressures, tortures, or inconveniences on their side. True, it is no exaggeration to say that I can somehow recall that the difficulties of youth and manhood, of grandfatherhood (logic), as well as the half-periods of 1 and 2, 3, have taken place in their own time. I understand this just before I start the spirit era. In our conversation yesterday, I wrote that the spirit, as a network of numbers, is able to show the true meaning of each number. And the shortcoming of the spirit is that when the numbers want to be connected one after the other, while emphasizing the importance of the numbers, there are unknown quarrels, disagreements, or the excitement of my body. passes. The owners of all numbers from 0 to 4 betray me, break the order. I saw the movie Avengers: Age of Ultron last night. I know that in many movies I have been in the role of the protagonists of this movie. I know I was in two or three scenes of this movie somehow through my fantasy memory in our movie last night as well. In Uzbek, kino means "kin o", which means mother or relative of the world. This means how the unchanging continuous events of the world are normally reflected in the events of the being that are normally exchanged. This is seen by the world. So that's what happened when I simply said in the movie that I wanted the earth to rise. This means that the film is not about a continuous story, each of the protagonists expressing their desire to instantly bring the historical development of the film to the attention of the audience in a different way. But when you look at a movie, you can't tell the story behind the TV screen by the fact that the events that are the power of the environment are now historically different. The film tells us that the world has remained largely unchanged, that events continue in a unique way. I've been to the movies myself and I've already lived in the future. But in the movies, it's worth noting that in the role of these heroes, I have left letters and messages to myself, which then turn to the future or vice versa. More precisely, I knew what I wanted as a movie protagonist in this movie, this cartoon, which has become a creature from the world. It follows that number 1 or Goth also works here. I was a Goth on both sides, "Being." Of course, this is only the case with the number 1, where the numbers 0, 2 and 3, 4 are also present. Many other events in nature can be interrupted at once. Even the presence of time does not matter. Because things change. From the time of nature, late in the day or late in the day, things around us, people, take on a different look, change, or become non-existent. But it is the number 5, the angels, who represent this as a single event or a real continuation of the world. The number 5 is able to give a single concluding event by generalizing the parallel events of the enumerated nature-being. So the angels in me only examine my mind, my perception, or the conclusions of a long life process. Now, of course, every time I write, even a little bit, as soon as I write this, my insides try to give me an idea. It is usually given through pain, torture or suffering. Today I felt a clear example of this. Now that it is clear that God is behind, the living humanity itself is bringing me suffering or suffering from my inner game of confidence. Regardless of the range of my beliefs, the living humanity is tormented by the chaotic connection of my mental doubts here, trying to do the work of equalization with me all the time. Of course, I consider myself to be suffering, in pain, or suffering. I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh, I sigh. Because the pain of being in pain is the same as the pain of being tortured again. No one keeps silent when I am struggling to find the cause of my suffering, because this additional suffering is considered by them to be self-awareness. They don't give me extra pain or laughter or ridicule that I understand. That way, I can be in a better mood, healthier, or fuller. That's what I need. Because I'm not used to pain yet. But there is only one way, and that is my own way, and it is a kind of pain like a pure vacuum or a gasless space. Only then will no one be able to tie me up and put their weight on me. Now God is jumping on me and hurting me because people don't take me out anymore. But I know, God can't fly over me. A flight is like a single encounter. Maybe the spirit is holding on to more of God’s betrayal, pain, or torment within me because of my self-awareness. But it still feels like God won't be able to torture me for long. God only counts from 3 to 3.5. Not even 3. 3 are grandparents. Therefore, the god is considered to be the most backward by being defeated or not being able to stay or occupy the whole number 3, which is the sultan, owner or symbol of numbers. Because God occupies only half of the whole unit. Owners of other numbers will take over the whole. God usually comes as a backward column. Therefore, such a contrast or difference makes a person angry. God demonstrates superiority as a continuator of 3 to 3.5. There is more to God than backwardness and defeat. So, I come up with ideas, and to see them flush it out, it's really fun. God comes in the role of backwardness, defeat, as it is, "failed at 3, defeated at half, and grew."